Wednesday, October 30, 2013

no egg

I gessoed over a painting I didn't like.

graphite, watercolor and ink on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper,  ~ 15,2 x 23 cm / 6 x 9"

Saturday, October 5, 2013

Friday, October 4, 2013

Thursday, October 3, 2013

october, the third

and I'm working on (displayed on my new Reeves Art & Craft Workstation)

Wednesday, October 2, 2013

birdie's paper



Ever since I started to read Birdie's blog, I saw her mention Khadi paper, but never got around to ordering some. About a month ago we exchanged some art, and the gorgeous pieces she kindly sent to me were (I believe) on Khadi paper. I immediately went to order some, because, in one word, *yummy*! This is the first trial painting on A6 size. Thank you for turning me on to this paper, Birdie!

clean


Tuesday, October 1, 2013

Monday, September 30, 2013

Sunday, September 29, 2013

Saturday, September 28, 2013

Friday, September 27, 2013

two seasons

Since I can't get out on my own these days, I'm trying to find photo opportunities inside the apartment.

summer



fall



summer kissing fall

Friday, September 13, 2013

so many changes, my head is spinning



My new teapot arrived from the UK.....I hadn't owned one in about 20 years, I didn't need one, as I was addicted to coffee. I was also addicted to nicotine and to sugar/starches.

And it's all beginning to make sense now.

I've been fighting with depression pretty much all of my adult life, actually it started when I was a teenager. I believe it had to do with my being overweight from childhood. So food was my friend (or so I thought), and a few years later it was cigarettes, coffee and food.

I finally beat my food addiction in 2005, I lost a lot of weight and kept it off longterm. (I'm still very careful with anything sweet though, too much sugar and I feel the old me emerging.)

Then, on 7/24/2012 the stroke hit me (I will never, *ever* say "my" in relation to the stroke, I will not own it). And, since I was in a wheelchair and in the hospital, I just didn't smoke. I desperately wanted to, and my doctors and nurses asked me every day about it, because I had told them how addicted I was. With every test it became clearer that the arteriosclerosis (no plaque though) was directly linked to my smoking for decades. No other reason for the stroke has been found. Whenever somebody asked me whether I had smoked or not, I said that the only reason that kept me from smoking was shame. Shame because one of my doctors could have seen me outside, after a stroke, in a wheelchair, smoking.

And to a point it still is like that today, almost 14 months later. Sometimes I get *violent* urges to smoke, but so far I succeeded. I know I'm only 1 puff away from being a 1 pack per day smoker again.

That leaves coffee.

A while ago I became vegan (easy for me, I already had been a vegetarian for about 15 years, then went back to eating meat, but never ate much of it), and almost immediately I started to read lots and lots about strokes, Graves' Disease (which I've been suffering from since 1993), the works....trying to live a healthier life than before the stroke. I read that the biggest enemies when you have GD are: nicotine, caffeine and alcohol. Alcohol I never liked, but I sure have to raise my hand for the other two. Also in relation to both, stroke and GD, I read more than once that they are "the worrier's disease". That hit me really hard, as I've been constantly worrying so much about so many, many things for about 30 years. I'm trying to work on that too, but boy, people sure don't like when one tries to change. Trying to go from empathy (to the point that I feel other people's pain and make other people's problems my own) to emotional detachment is not easy, not for me, but definitely not for other people either it seems. I'm trying not to get another stroke though, and since I'm convinced that both, GD and the stroke were mostly caused by longterm and extreme emotional stress, I must look at what's best for myself at this point in my life.

Anyway, one of the things I try now, is to stop my caffeine addiction too. It's easier than I had thought, I guess not smoking anymore makes it easier for me to stop caffeine too. I went from many, *many* coffees each day to 1 in the morning. I'm becoming a tea lover now, herbal and fruit tea only (no caffeine).....and I just found spicy Yogi tea, yum!

And this is the, admittedly, longwinded story why the pretty teapot above landed on my doorstep. ;)

Thursday, September 12, 2013

Sunday, August 25, 2013

new work

0813-4x4
watercolor and ink on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper, ~ 10 x 10 cm /  4 x 4" (each)



0813-01
watercolor and ink on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper, 24 x 32 cm / ~ 9,5 x 12,5"



0813-02
watercolor on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper, 24 x 32 cm / ~ 9,5 x 12,5"



0813-03
watercolor on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper,  23 x 30,5 cm / 9 x 12"



0813-04
watercolor on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper,  23 x 30,5 cm / 9 x 12"



0813-05
watercolor on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper,  23 x 30,5 cm / 9 x 12"



0813-06
watercolor on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper,  ~ 15,2 x 23 cm / 6 x 9"



0813-07
watercolor on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper,  ~ 15,2 x 23 cm / 6 x 9"



0813-08
watercolor on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper,  ~ 15,2 x 23 cm / 6 x 9"



0813-09
watercolor on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper,  ~ 15,2 x 23 cm / 6 x 9"



0813-10
watercolor on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper,  ~ 15,2 x 23 cm / 6 x 9"



0813-11
watercolor on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper,  ~ 15,2 x 23 cm / 6 x 9"



0813-12
watercolor on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper,  ~ 15,2 x 23 cm / 6 x 9"

Thursday, August 1, 2013

hand embroidery

john and fanny - a tender courtship

cotton, silk, linen, embroidery floss; hand sewing, hand embroidery


Wednesday, July 31, 2013

new work

0713-12
watercolor and ink on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper, ~ 15,2 x 23 cm /  6 x 9"



0713-13
watercolor and ink on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper, ~ 15,2 x 23 cm /  6 x 9"



0713-14
watercolor and ink on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper, ~ 15,2 x 23 cm /  6 x 9"



0713-15
watercolor and ink on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper, ~ 15,2 x 23 cm /  6 x 9"



0713-16
watercolor and ink on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper, ~ 15,2 x 23 cm /  6 x 9"



0713-17
watercolor and ink on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper, ~ 15,2 x 23 cm /  6 x 9"


Monday, July 29, 2013

new work

0713-01
watercolor and ink on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper, ~ 15,2 x 23 cm /  6 x 9"



0713-02
watercolor and ink on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper, ~ 15,2 x 23 cm /  6 x 9"



0713-03
watercolor and ink on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper, ~ 15,2 x 23 cm /  6 x 9"



0713-04
watercolor and ink on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper, ~ 15,2 x 23 cm /  6 x 9"



0713-05
watercolor and ink on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper, ~ 15,2 x 23 cm /  6 x 9"



0713-06
watercolor and ink on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper, ~ 15,2 x 23 cm /  6 x 9"



0713-07
watercolor and ink on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper, ~ 15,2 x 23 cm /  6 x 9"



0713-08
watercolor and ink on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper, ~ 15,2 x 23 cm /  6 x 9"



0713-09
watercolor and ink on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper, ~ 15,2 x 23 cm /  6 x 9"



0713-10
watercolor and ink on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper, ~ 15,2 x 23 cm /  6 x 9"



0713-11
watercolor and ink on 300 g/140 lbs watercolor paper, ~ 15,2 x 23 cm /  6 x 9"


Saturday, July 20, 2013

hand embroidery

unforgiven

dyed cottons, batiks, embroidery floss; hand sewing, hand embroidery
has yet to be finished in some way


and a new background to stitch on